Ak\u015fam \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. G\u00fcne\u015f, da\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131na a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r inerken k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcne ince, i\u00e7e i\u015fleyen bir serinlik yay\u0131l\u0131yordu. Harman yerinden d\u00f6nen birka\u00e7 kad\u0131n uzaktan olup bitene bak\u0131yor, \u00e7ocuklar kap\u0131 aral\u0131klar\u0131ndan ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 uzat\u0131p f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, eski de\u011firmenin yak\u0131n\u0131nda iki ki\u015fi duruyordu: gen\u00e7 Ahmet ile ihtiyar \u0130brahim.<\/p>\n
Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibinde E\u015fk\u0131ya Mustafa yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Mustafa y\u0131llard\u0131r k\u00f6y\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na bela olmu\u015ftu. Kimi zaman mallar\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f, kimi zaman insanlar\u0131 tehdit etmi\u015f, kimi zaman da k\u00f6yl\u00fcleri birbirine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Onun y\u00fcz\u00fcnden geceleri kimse rahat uyuyamazd\u0131. Kap\u0131lar erkenden kapan\u0131r, lambalar erken s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcr, herkes sabah\u0131 korkuyla beklerdi.<\/p>\n
Ahmet, k\u00f6y\u00fcn en cesur delikanl\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Uzun zamand\u0131r bu g\u00fcn\u00fc beklemi\u015fti. Sonunda Mustafa\u2019y\u0131 yakalam\u0131\u015f, onunla d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ve onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u015eimdi elindeki kanl\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131ca bak\u0131yor, i\u00e7inde y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fcn hafifledi\u011fini hissediyordu.<\/p>\n
K\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 topra\u011fa saplad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bitti, dedi. Art\u0131k k\u00f6y kurtuldu.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130htiyar \u0130brahim cevap vermedi. E\u011fildi, yerdeki topra\u011f\u0131 avu\u00e7lad\u0131. Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda ufalad\u0131. Sonra usulca yere b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ahmet ona d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Dede, duymad\u0131n m\u0131? Bitti diyorum. Mustafa \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130brahim a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Mustafa \u00f6ld\u00fc, dedi. Ama k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck \u00f6ld\u00fc m\u00fc?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l yani? Bunca y\u0131l k\u00f6ye bela olan o de\u011fil miydi? Onun adamlar\u0131 de\u011fil miydi? Gece kap\u0131m\u0131za dayanan, mal\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 alan, bizi korkutan o de\u011fil miydi?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130brahim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Oydu. Ama evlat, sen bir tarladaki yabani otu kopar\u0131nca b\u00fct\u00fcn tarla temizlenmi\u015f olmaz. K\u00f6k\u00fc kal\u0131rsa yine \u00e7\u0131kar. Hatta bazen daha g\u00fcr \u00e7\u0131kar.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki sevin\u00e7 yava\u015f\u00e7a soldu. Az \u00f6nce i\u00e7inde parlayan zafer duygusu, ak\u015fam \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi s\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Demek istiyorsun ki ba\u015fka e\u015fk\u0131yalar gelecek?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Gelir, dedi \u0130brahim. Da\u011f bo\u015f durmaz. Birinin b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeri ba\u015fkas\u0131 doldurur. Hele k\u00f6y korkaksa, da\u011f daha \u00e7abuk iner. Hele k\u00f6y da\u011f\u0131n\u0131ksa, e\u015fk\u0131ya daha kolay \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131r.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet, yerde yatan Mustafa\u2019ya bakt\u0131. Bir an i\u00e7in k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n ucunda tuttu\u011fu zaferin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
O zaman ne yapmal\u0131yd\u0131k? Onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrmese miydik?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130brahim hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n
Hay\u0131r, onu durdurmak gerekti. Ama i\u015fin bitti\u011fini sanman yanl\u0131\u015f. Sen bug\u00fcn bir adam\u0131 yendin. Fakat k\u00f6y\u00fc kurtarmak ba\u015fka i\u015ftir.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet sustu. Bu s\u00f6z ho\u015funa gitmemi\u015fti. K\u00f6ye kahraman olarak d\u00f6nmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Herkesin kendisini omuzlara alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan ko\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ihtiyarlar\u0131n duas\u0131n\u0131 alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Oysa \u0130brahim\u2019in s\u00f6zleri i\u00e7ine a\u011f\u0131r bir ta\u015f gibi oturmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Peki k\u00f6y nas\u0131l kurtulur? diye sordu.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130brahim, de\u011firmenin yan\u0131ndaki bo\u015f tarlay\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n
\u015eu tarlaya bak.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet bakt\u0131. Tarla uzun zamand\u0131r ekilmemi\u015fti. Topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc kuru otlarla, dikenlerle doluydu. Bir zamanlar bereket ta\u015f\u0131yan yer, \u015fimdi unutulmu\u015f bir yara gibi duruyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u00fcyor musun? dedi \u0130brahim. Bu tarla eskiden bu\u011fday verirdi. Sonra sahibi korktu, da\u011fa ka\u00e7t\u0131. Tarla bo\u015f kald\u0131. \u015eimdi diken dolu. Tarla su\u00e7lu mu?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Hay\u0131r.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Diken su\u00e7lu mu?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Bilmem. Diken i\u015fte. Nerede bo\u015fluk bulursa \u00e7\u0131kar.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130brahim\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131nland\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte mesele bu. Bo\u015fluk k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. Bo\u015f tarla dikeni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. Bo\u015f ev h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. Bo\u015f meydan ba\u011f\u0131ran\u0131 hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r. Bo\u015f kalp korkuyla dolar.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131na bakt\u0131. Az \u00f6nce ona g\u00fc\u00e7 veren demir, \u015fimdi so\u011fuk ve suskun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Ben k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131mla ne yapabilirim?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Her \u015feyi yapamazs\u0131n, dedi \u0130brahim. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 keser. Ama ekmez. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 korkutur. Ama g\u00fcven kurmaz. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 durdurur. Ama k\u00f6y\u00fc ya\u015fatmaz.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet\u2019in eli, k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n kabzas\u0131ndan yava\u015f\u00e7a ayr\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6yleyse ne laz\u0131m?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Toprak laz\u0131m. Tohum laz\u0131m. Sab\u0131r laz\u0131m. Birlik laz\u0131m. Adalet laz\u0131m. K\u00f6y\u00fcn erkekleri birbirine d\u00fc\u015fmeyecek. Zengin fakiri ezmeyecek. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc zay\u0131f\u0131 yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmayacak. \u00c7ocuklar yaln\u0131z korkuyu \u00f6\u011frenmeyecek. \u0130nsanlar kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sadece kilitlemeyi de\u011fil, birbirine a\u00e7may\u0131 da bilecek.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet bunlar\u0131 dinlerken k\u00f6yden birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi yakla\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Herkes Mustafa\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc duymu\u015ftu. Kimi sevin\u00e7liydi, kimi h\u00e2l\u00e2 korkuyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u0131llarca korkan insan, tehlike ge\u00e7ince bile hemen rahatlayamaz.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6yl\u00fclerden biri seslendi.<\/p>\n
Ahmet! \u00d6ld\u00fc m\u00fc?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka biri ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kurtulduk mu?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet yine sustu. \u0130brahim ona bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Cevap ver, dedi.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet yava\u015f\u00e7a k\u00f6yl\u00fclere d\u00f6nd\u00fc. G\u00f6zleri art\u0131k yaln\u0131z yerde yatan adama de\u011fil, k\u00f6ye, tarlalara, kap\u0131 aral\u0131klar\u0131ndan bakan \u00e7ocuklara \u00e7evrilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Mustafa \u00f6ld\u00fc, dedi. Ama kurtulmak istiyorsak yar\u0131n tarlalara inece\u011fiz.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
K\u00f6yl\u00fcler \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Birisi homurdand\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tarlan\u0131n bununla ne ilgisi var?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet, az \u00f6nce kendisinin de anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi \u015fimdi a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r anlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok ilgisi var, dedi. Bo\u015f b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her yere birileri gelir. Tarlay\u0131 bo\u015f b\u0131rak\u0131rsak diken gelir. K\u00f6y\u00fc bo\u015f b\u0131rak\u0131rsak e\u015fk\u0131ya gelir. Akl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bo\u015f b\u0131rak\u0131rsak korku gelir.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
K\u00f6yl\u00fcler birbirine bakt\u0131. Bu s\u00f6zler zafer naras\u0131 gibi g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc de\u011fildi. Ama daha ger\u00e7ekti. Belki de bu y\u00fczden daha derine i\u015fliyordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130brahim g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Ahmet\u2019in omzuna elini koydu.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi oldu, dedi. Bug\u00fcn k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 tuttun. Yar\u0131n saban tutacaks\u0131n. As\u0131l yi\u011fitlik bazen budur.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Gece \u00e7\u00f6kmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler Mustafa\u2019n\u0131n cesedini kald\u0131rd\u0131lar. Kimse \u00e7ok konu\u015fmad\u0131. Zafer, bekledikleri kadar g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Fakat herkesin i\u00e7inde garip bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Korkunun b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere art\u0131k ba\u015fka bir \u015fey, daha s\u0131cak, daha insanca bir umut yerle\u015fiyordu.<\/p>\n
Ertesi sabah Ahmet erkenden kalkt\u0131. K\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 duvara ast\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre ona bakt\u0131. Sonra d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, ambar\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesindeki eski saban\u0131 ald\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130brahim tarlan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda onu bekliyordu.<\/p>\n
Geldin mi? dedi.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Geldim.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Peki k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n nerede?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Duvarda.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\u0130yi, dedi \u0130brahim. Her \u015feyin zaman\u0131 var. K\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n zaman\u0131 ge\u00e7ti. \u015eimdi topra\u011f\u0131n zaman\u0131.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Ahmet saban\u0131 topra\u011fa s\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130lk \u00e7izgi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7inden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ta\u015flar, kuru k\u00f6kler ve eski dikenler \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130\u015f kolay de\u011fildi. Toprak sertti. Ama Ahmet ilk kez anlad\u0131 ki k\u00f6y\u00fc kurtarmak, bir adam\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrmekten daha uzun s\u00fcren bir i\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011fleye do\u011fru birka\u00e7 k\u00f6yl\u00fc daha geldi. Sonra ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da kat\u0131ld\u0131. Kad\u0131nlar su ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar ta\u015f toplad\u0131. \u0130htiyarlar nereden ba\u015flanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda tarla tamamen temizlenmemi\u015fti. Hatta belki \u00e7ok az \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Ama art\u0131k bo\u015f de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Ahmet, g\u00fcn batarken topra\u011fa bakt\u0131. Sonra yava\u015f\u00e7a g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n
Mustafa \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bu do\u011fruydu.<\/p>\n
Ama k\u00f6y ilk defa ger\u00e7ekten ya\u015famaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
K\u00f6kler ve K\u0131r\u0131k K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 Ak\u015fam \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. G\u00fcne\u015f, da\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131na a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r inerken k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcne ince, i\u00e7e i\u015fleyen bir serinlik yay\u0131l\u0131yordu. Harman yerinden d\u00f6nen birka\u00e7 kad\u0131n uzaktan olup bitene…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-felsefe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/agfocert.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}